It's really hard thinking about what I would like to hear from someone.
If I were honest with myself I would want to hear my dad say, just once, "I love you"
I would want to hear the stories of his childhood that no one can truly fill in the blanks with. I would want to hear about the feelings he didn't share with anyone.
I would want to hear "I'm proud of you"
More than all these things, I would want to be held and have him wipe away my tears. Because actions speak so much louder than his words could ever do. And his suicide speaks volumes.
I miss you dad