Another year has passed without you in my life. However, I have found, I still carry you tandem at my side.
You're not there to push me towards my goals; your presence gives me guilt I have not succeeded.
I have so severely hurt, been broken and lost, unable to crawl into your arms for love and guidance.
The thing about riding tandem is the fact I can break free. But, you carry the parechute, and I don't know how to fly. to flee.